she's gotta catch a train
and the one thing that she knows,
is she's never coming back again.
and she's gotta run away
'cause her past is a war that she's never gonna win.
this is it guys. . . i'm finally getting the get-away i've been needing for the past 2 years.
its still a long ways off, but now at least i have something to look forward to.
i'm going to be spending my summer in guatemala;
ALONE.
at last.
i honestly cannot wait.
just me and my thoughts and god. i've needed this for so long.
i'm sick of not knowing who i am. or what my purpose is.
mostly i 'm just tired of putting on this show like i have everything together.
because i don't. i really don't. more than you know.
i have these awful feelings that i can't explain. memories i wish were never there.things i wish i never knew.
i've been waiting to tell someone.but i don't think i will.
because i'm melissa sue.
the good child. the straight a student. the mature one. the one with all the answers.
i'm not supposed to have feelings like this.
<3
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